L.I.F.E.

feeling very EMO now.. and i feel like blogging now..
feel like talking about EMO stuff now...

okay...

EMO is the energy that keeps me going on... (besides $$ xD)
i live to be EMO and EMO live within me... yeah i'm EMO... i dont act emo pose and then take photographs with it... NO! those people who does that are like so freakishly FAKE! no offence...

you wanna know how EMO i am? simple.. i'll tel you about it..
i can suddenly cry because of someone without that grief feeling in me... i just felt nothing and tears came out from my eyes and i'll start crying... (i'm no baby =.=")
i had once thought about giving up everything now and move to the next life... yeah i know its weird and crazy but that time being i was like really fed up of everything around me...
luckilly i'm not that brave... or else you won't see me blogging here =.="

another thing that keeps me EMO is.. whenever you try to make things right, don't talk about perfection, noone's perfect... something or someone important in your life comes out and tells you "Dude, quit it!".. what would you feel?

For instance, i'd tried to make my life to be more meaningful and a reason for me to still carry on with this "drama"... and guess what? some incidents occured and my efforts are all futile... i don't wanna mention what kind of incidents happened... but i can refer those incidents with the word "WTF!"... yeah its lame.. i know.. i had try to reduce the level of vulgarity in my posts...

and lately, two anonymous placed comments on my cbox... if you're a usual reader of my blog, you can see there are two fellas speaking Malay in my cbox... obviously i don't know them... my closest friends will definitely know.. they're kind stupid playing guessing games to guess out their identities... to me, you're just making a mockery out of yourself... you just make yourself look so stupid and dumb.. if they're intentions was to piss me off.. i would like to say "You did it!", you pissed me! but please... get your ass off from my page... i don't need such stupid comments and PLEASE don't make my cbox as your own personal messenger to chat... there's something called "Windows Live Messenger".. go download from Microsoft.. and you can chat till late night...

has your life get any worse than this? if you do come drop by your name on my cbox...
but PLEASE... don't be like that two anonymous placing stupid comments in my cbox and play guessing games... TQ

that's all for today... hope your life is not so EMO like mine..

Peace !